Hoshi no Tobira

Sigh

2008-10-15T18:07:00.001+08:00

Sigh... Managed to siam range cause of some personal issues.
Not that I'm too happy either. Zzz. Don't wanna talk about it either.

Sigh...

Range range RANGE WTF!!!

2008-10-14T21:01:00.003+08:00

Zzz...
Just as I had thought my ORD is going smoothly, some idiot had to schedule a range. Worse, so swee that it falls in between my wisdom tooth extraction, so I'm not covered by mc. (1 week after 1st extraction)
Bloody hell. That's why army is so f**ked up. Reasons why I'm pissed:

1) Informing me so last minute. (Missed the Techical Handling today. Tomorrow's the IMT. WTF?)

2) Range just before ORD. How does it feel when you're already in ORD mood and then they schedule a range 3 weeks before you ORD? Shiok right? The feeling is godly.

3) Army likes to treat people like shit. Firstly for informing people so late, they don't even apologise and persuade people to come back. But they use rank to 'threaten' people. So people become scared then 'lan lan' gotta go back.

Zzz...

PS. Bodyaching like shit after yesterday's run. LOL.

Re-Opening of blog

2008-09-29T16:10:00.003+08:00

Finally gonna ORD soon. Life is gonna get so much more interesting. I hope. LOL. One last working day *ahem*, which is tomorrow. Yeah. So happy. Finally gonna get rid of this crappy life of mine and starting a new one. Lotsa things have gone through my head. And army has certainly changed me in one aspect. From people whom I've talked to probably you'll know. My vocation especially has changed my future goals.

Anyway, things to do:
Buy new handphone
- This is a definite must. Sick of my crappy M600i. Can't wait to get rid of it. Thinking of SE C905, iPhone or Samsung innov8.
- Hate SE due to my current phone. Bad experiences, don't ask me why but I hate it. So SE C905 is not gonna be it.
- iPhone? Man I totally hate touch screens. Don't ask me why either. Just don't like it. And touch screens have always have 'accuracy' problems.
- Therefore Samsung innov8 it will be. But went to westmall yesterday. God, that shit went out of stock. SO... Singaporeans got news of the 8MP camera and went all crazy over it? I suppose so, and it ain't that expensive either. Wonder why iPhone ain't as popular. LMAO. Or maybe Samsung didn't expect sales to be that great. And I even signed up on the 'reserve a innov8' webpage. WOW. THANKS FOR RESERVING NONE FOR ME... THANKS SAMSUNG FOR THAT USELESS RESERVE WEBSITE.

Continuing with the list,

Finding a job.
- This one is a real problem. Need lotsa money. Haiz...

Go for driving lessons.

Study Jap.

Take Jap exams next year.

Reach for my goal... (Haha. Himitsu desu~~)

Maybe... Maybe make a new layout for my blog.
- Lost my photoshop after I changed OS, and I'm not about to reinstall anytime soon anyway. So let's keep it as MAYBE

Lazy to update... Blog Closed?

2008-03-31T22:10:00.001+08:00

Hmm... Been lazy to update the blog. Think gonna close it till I ORD. Just too lazy and can't be bothered. Nothing much interesting in my life anyway, due to a certain compulsory thing that I have to do 24/7 till 11 November 2008. Haha. Anyways. People who wanna find me and I'm not on msn, drop a message in my facebook la.

Weird dream...

2007-12-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

Last night... or would I say this morning? Yea I slept around 2-3am. Was playing Perfect World with Ronald. Had some funny dream.

I was some 15-17 year old girl, running away from something... Don't know what... But cool thing is, it was some kinda futuristic world. Had MRTs kinda thingy, but were MAGLEVs or some kind. But I couldn't really 'control' myself. Seems I was watching some kind of movie in someone's eyes. Like you know in some movies, where the story is sometimes narrated in a character's eyes.

Thought dreams were suppose to be something that has happened to us in life.
The world is totally foreign to me. Never seen in my life. And what the hell was I doing in a girl's body?

WEIRD...

My first time dreaming of myself in a girl's body. LOL. Damn... Why didn't I do something "funny"... (^.^)

(<.<)

(>.>)

(v.v)...

To gay-wannabes, no, I'm not turning gay. (Yes, I get *ahem* turned on *ahem* looking at a naked girl, not a naked guy)

AND... suddenly feel like learning the guitar...

Holidays!!! Haiz...

2007-12-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

My holidays finally here. Clearing leave like mad. Only returning back to camp in Jan.

Haiz. Never felt so miserable in my life before. Getting damn desperate. Lol. Looking for some games to play. English MMORPGS just cannot make it. Forgive me but alot of english companies try to mimic Korean mmorpgs, thats why I don't even give many of them a shit. Eg. WoW. Copied so much stuff from Kor mmorpgs, but so many people love it. Why? Cause its related to Warcraft. LOLz. So basically I do not know why people go crazy over WoW when there are mmorpgs out there with:

1) Better graphics. (Yes I mean it. Lineage 2 was developed before WoW and I dare say graphics-wise Lineage 2 pawn wow)
2) Better gameplay. (Again Lineage 2 pawns.)
3) Screw WSAD control. (God knows why People like pressing W just to move forward for 30 mins when i can simply click a my mouse a few times. Maybe they wanna train finger muscle huh? Its good to have both, I'll admit, but I don't know why people would whine not having WSAD controls.)
4) Better weapon and armour designs. WAY better (I dunno. I'm a fan of cool-looking weapons and armours. Korean mmorpgs especially take pride in their armours and weapons. Totally cool. I wouldn't even consider a single player game like Oblivion armours cool, so don't even speak of mmorpgs.)

Disclaimer: the above are not aimed at WoW alone, but other english mmorpgs.

Haiz. If people actually take a look at korean/japanese mmorpgs, they will notice they actually pawn english ones ten fold.

Its quite sad that korean mmorpgs that so long to be translated to english. Good ones that is. And many of them actually become p2p. Eg. Rohan, Mabinogi, Ragarok Online 2, Florensia and many more not even being announced that they are being translated. And some of them already made their way to Taiwan.

Sigh. Solution: Probably a girlfriend? LOLz. MAYBE... Playing too much games ain't healthy too.

BTW, for strangers who read this and wanna flame me for this post, think before you do it. Just don't make yourself a joke, there are many gamers out there who don't give no shit about your WoW or what. And they know the right reasons not to. Because simply they have played alot more mmorpgs than just a few, and ending with WoW. LOL. I really don't mind flaming anyway. I'll probably just laugh at it. (This is just in case some WoW fanatic comes and flame me. Haha. For the others: Don't mind, don't mind.)

PS. In quite a bad mood actually. Tired, Bored. REAL TIRED AND BORED...

Darkness

2007-12-02T21:12:00.000+08:00

Recently, I've found a weird contradiction in my character. I hate darkness, well for obvious reasons, many people do...
But I love evening/night scenery, when there isn't as much light. Between 7pm-7am is my favourite time. Heck, maybe I should find a job in the time range, haha. But that would be troublesome. And perhaps that's why I fell in love with space, especially games that are in space. (Homeworld, Freelancer etc.) Having darkness with light coming from stars or nebulas. Cool man... Totally.

Busy Busy

2007-11-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

Busy Busy... Yeah. Busy. Won't be updating for a while...

NS Ten-year-series

2007-11-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

Lmao. REALLY wanna post something here. But then I'm sure if I do that, I'm gonna get it sooner or later. So... Hahaha, no thnx.
Anyway, hell is breaking lose. So many nice games are being released.

NFS ProStreet
Crysis
Phantasy Star Universe: Ambition Illuminus

Just to name those that I'll most likely be getting. More coming. So less blogging. Cause more playing. Haha

door to the hellgate

2007-11-04T11:49:00.000+08:00

Wee... Got my copy of Hellgate: London today.
Comp's been up for a few days already. Still sorting out my files. In a whole mess. Before my comp went down, my comp was already in a mess, due to lack of disk space, I've been throwing my files here and there, and now its taking me a long time to rearrange them... in my 'free' time. Haha.

Today damn stupid. Got pawned by the elevator. Wasn't looking where I was going cause I was writing on my handphone, then I just turned and walked into the elevator coming up. Must have looked dumb. Haha.

Got a few new comics I wanna get. But no money. My atm card cracked and needs to be changed. Haiz. Still borrowing money from my mum. Then if I ask for money, she will ask me what I want it for. No freedom sia... Really in hell man...

And got some stuff I really wanna buy but not sure if its neccessary. Its for pampering my comp. New cooler fan + heatsinks for my core 2 quad processor, hdd cooler, gfx cooler + heatsinks and ram heatsinks. Haha. But its like they are all unneccessary IMO. Heck.

My HD LCD TV and PS3 still not in yet. Haiz. Wanna buy so many things but so little money. Sucks man. NS allowance really sucks. Must Tahan!!! 1 year more only!!! Exit from hell. Haha.

another day... just another day?

2007-10-30T20:13:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Another day in NS. Man, I really miss the track team. Been thinking for a while. Yeah, I'll probably go back to track. If it doesn't attract me, I'll just quit la. Doubt I'll ever experience how NJ Track Team was like again... Ever again. 2006 was fun. The only point of time that I never regretted coming to NJC, never disliked coming to school, and never thought of giving up(Well, I returned to track knowing I had a knee injury plus I ran National Schools with TWO freaking injuries. How I managed to run 11.75? Beats me. Tyco la... Haha)

Oh yeah. Come across this cute sprinting game while randomly surfing some flash game website while waiting for first parade in camp today.

http://www.gamedesign.jp/flash/sprinter/sprinter.html

It may be JUST another day, but this few days, I've been catching up with some friends. Many have disappeared from the face of the earth temporarily due to A levels, others due to NS, and some which I managed to get hold of, have changed alot.
Like Jia Hui quitting track... Haiz... WHY??? Ain't NJ track like so fun? Hmm, only you will know yourself la. May you enjoy your time in softball.

Visited some people's blogs but...
Sharon moved blog, (you make uni sound real bad... well... i tink it is too...)
Yu Jia moved hers too, (still as crazy ^^)
Aaron moved his too, (have fun in NDU)
Thomas moved his too, (still as lame as ever...)
Ronald haven't updated his blog for a few months already, like I did until recently...
YQ freaking moved his blog TWICE,
Leon is erm... going crazy in ocs. (Chill dude...)

Haiz. Time has definitely passed after I've MIA-ed from the 'world' for a few months.
Been feeling depressed during that period, but now I'm much better la. Didn't blog about it. Don't really like to blog about depressing things ya noe? Haha.

Man... Can't wait for ORD. Can't wait to run. Can't wait to catch up with people.
HEY MAN, we should have more outings. But think now ain't the time la, esp for track. The juniors working hard right now. Gambatte ne! Fighto!

IVP 2007

2007-10-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

Went down today with Aaron to watch IVP. Basically its nationals for uni and poly la. The sprints were fast man. Guys slowest was 11.35s. But then overall the competition ain't as exciting as National Schools. That one had more feel. Dunno la. Furthermore as Ms Koe had said lor, its kinda like competing for personal glory, unlike in National Schools, your school comes down to cheer for you etc and you are running for your school. IVP like no one gives a shit, that's why its like competing for personal glory.

Oh well, but still got Swift and stuff. Dunno la. Maybe I'll join like Soccer or Basketball or Going Home Club. Hell... Can't decide. Don't wanna lose my passion for running. Always makes me excited when I see people run or I myself run. But... Haha... Haiz

run run run

2007-10-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

Wah... IVP going on. Can see many peeps enjoying themselves. October ar...
Summore last 100m qualifier is 11.43s. Jialat liao. If I dun train after ORD only got 2 months. Hmm.

Think next year I'll head down to IVP and hopefully talk to the uni coach, maybe can ask them if I can train with them after ORD. Liddat at least got about 1 year. Gonna need to recover my speed and then shave off like .2 seconds. Wah... Hard sia. I only managed to shave off .29 seconds during J2. The faster you get, the harder to get faster. Sigh

But but but, my knee now also so f-ed up. Dunno can run anot. Haiz...

unDEAD

2007-10-15T19:21:00.000+08:00

Bah. So long never write anything. You guys probably thought I died somewhere. Lol.
Nothing much going on nowadays. Just slacking around. Man really missed running. But with my current knee condition. Haiz...

Miss so much stuff sia. Esp freedom. Lol.

To the juniors taking A's. Gambatte ne!

To those in army. Its almost one year... Halfway there already.

Bleh what the hell. So long no post then post this kind of crap. Haha...

Long way to go...

2007-06-23T21:20:00.000+08:00

Been a while since I last posted. Haiz. Stayed away in 41, and started to get used to the place, but now kena sent to medic recourse. Think I may ooc yet again. Oh well. When I first ooc-ed there, thought I might be able to stay there for good, but never did I realise I was attached to 41 ever since I "completed" BMTC.

Not forgetting I failed my FFI, wonder how CPC screwed up. Probably because I failed my FFI during block leave? Failing FFI is equivalent of being not combat fit. I should have been sent to a non-combat vocation. Blah...

Anyway was quite happy today, had a gathering of trackers, but what the hell, only a few people turned up. Dunno where everyone is man. Haiz...

Man... My knee getting more and more screwed, may even need surgery after 3 months. And ORD is long long way. Sianz...

41 SAR continued...

2007-05-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

Few days in 41 SAR, feeling better. But still, getting treated like shit. They think I've got nothing wrong with my knee, trying to chao geng, but for my old mates, I'm sure you guys hell know it. Ever since sec sch cursing me to bust my knee, haiz. Now going to bust liao la.

Dunno what vocation yet. Haiz. But anyway, I'm really starting to recall my steps in NS. All the great superiors that I've met that gave me inspiration and helped me along my journey. AND boy do I miss my days in SMTI. Everyone in there were great.

Well, I'm starting to settle down in 41 la, with the help of my CSM. Dunno why people don't like him. If you treat him with respect, he returns it. Ah hell. Probably cause they like to play punk, or maybe I haven't seen his evil side yet...

41 SAR

2007-05-20T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hell man. Hell.

Bah so long never update and I have to update with such a bad mood. Don't feel like updating anything else other than posting an entry. Long story short, army is making life hard for me. Not in a good mood, been feeling very very down in recent days. And my birthday was just a few days back. This year is probably the worst birthday I have ever had.

Why does army always have to make life hard for people? Screw it man. Screw it. zzZZ. Don't feel like going anywhere except camping in my room. Sigh. F**k it la.

No Money Sia

2007-04-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

No money la. After I ooc-ed, everyday stay out. Return trip alone $3++ liao. Not that I don't like stay out la, but that means my $$ go down. Haiz got a few things I wanna buy sia.

1) Laptop
I desperately want a laptop sia, but probably won't be getting one for another 2 years, till I get into uni.

2) PS3
Bah. Wait until price drops. I don't get to play much in army anyway.

3) LCD TV for my ps3.
LOL. No ps3 buy lcd tv for wad?

4) Upgrade comp.
That includes upgrading my processor, which means I'll most probably change my motherboard, and cause I'll change to a new motherboard that supports SLI, so that means I'll get another 7900 to SLI. Wait till I got time den I go buy. I'm not saving much $$ anyway. My allowance up till now tink only $600+. If i upgrade now, means all gone... Not forgetting one of my 512mb ram spoilt. So now I'm running on 1024mb instead of 2048mb. zzZZ. New games all so ram and graphics demanding...

I'll probably be doing no. 4 first. 1, 2 & 3 can slowly wait la... Haiz.

P.S. This has got nothing to do with the topic but... Wah piang, so long nv exercise, fitness gone liao. Must go back do some light training to build back my fitness. Screw my knee la. Don't run again, my 2.4 gonna become 16 min sia...

The Missing "Link"

2007-04-07T20:58:00.000+08:00

Went to watch National Juniors today. Sigh. Really miss running. Missing the thrill of racing. Regretted not signing up for it, but oh wells. Haven't run much recently, so I'll probably screw up and run like 12+ seconds or if I'm lucky 11.9.

Maybe I should have ran for Naraen. LOL. But I definitely don't look like an Indian. (NOPE, NO racist comments here.) Bah. I wanna run!!!!

But my knee problem still persists. Wonder when I'll actually go back to sprinting. Simply no time to train in NS la. Haiz.

P.S. Haiz, why didn't I join track in J1. If I did I may just well be running <11.4s.

ROC

2007-04-01T20:00:00.000+08:00

Haiz. Long time no update blog liao sia.
Blame NS. Long time come out once lazy blog. But then... it started after prom so like what the heck. Haha.

JC is over, NS is here. A new chapter of my life has begun.
Well, quite some time in the army liao. Finished being a chao recruit, now a private, but still a trainee. Well... Most probably not gonna be one soon. Cause I got this stupid knee problem. My sec sch buddies already know it. I have it since secondary school, and until now, its not even healed one bit, and army has made it worse. Even I dunno why, but everyday in army makes my knee worse. I'm guessing cause my knee is having too much activities. Standing to fall in, moving about in camp. Why do I say so? Simple, cause the 16km route march killed my knee. (Though I already noticed it worsening since field camp.)

Dunno what will become of me tomorrow... I'm hoping for stay out after OOC and after I get posted to be TSS. Got so many things I wannna do, but just no time. Sigh...

Bah... I'll continue my ranting next time.

P.S. If you're asking what's ROC? Everyone's favourite in NS.
LOL.
Relac One Corner la...

The End?

2006-12-04T10:30:00.000+08:00

Yes. The end, official end, of the journey through NJC. Neither smooth, nor was it too rough. Prom is over and the different destinies woven together by fate is once again broken.

Rather uneventful I'll have to admit. Probably because I kept a low profile in class and in school. Only in track did I not keep a low profile. Cause the team is too small? Haha.

Ahhhh. Why remind of the old days? Arghhh. Anyways, Prom was great, except that some parts was boring, and there was no alcoholic drinks. The tale of 05S14 thus ends here. Ok, maybe not...

May our destinies cross again...

P.S. Don't know why I'm getting so philosophical. Prolly cause of last night. Haha...

Bored to death...

2006-11-20T15:12:00.000+08:00

Sigh... A levels may be over, but I don't feel good at all. Sucks man. I've never felt so bored in my life before... This is really unbearable man.

My life's really crappy now. WTH. Someone wanna go out? please call me/sms me whatever, I'm really dying liao. Haiz...

Should have gone back to training today, but coincidentally I have a dinner or something later so won't be able to go. Maybe thursday...

And going back to tchs to play? I dunno, alot of things not confirmed yet. Plus, they already have quite a few flautists, so I may not even be able to play, so that makes my holiday even more boring. Oh GOD!!!

Meh... Rotting at home, maybe should just go sleep. Haiz...

The Countdown...

2006-10-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

to after A's!!!!
LOL... People probably countdowning to A's, but I'm doing after A's. lalala~
Haiz got my enlistment letter just yesterday. People who have seen my msn nick will know. Sigh... I'm getting botak on 12 Jan. So early. I was hoping for March/April man. And yea, I'm kinda lucky, dk got the same time, same day & same school (BMT Sch 2) as me. Hopefully get into same platoon ^^.

Since I'm so forgetful, I'll just write what I'm gonna do after A's. Since I'm like so looking forward to post A's days.

Things to do:
Go back to track & field training
Get new mp3 player.
Get PS2 Controller-PC adapter
Bombard Ron's house
Renew passport
Prepare for HK trip
Go to HK and enjoy myself

Wonder what's more... Seem to be forgetting something. LOL. Oh well.

OFFICIAL Last Day of School

2006-10-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

Well, last day of school today. Official. Went to school to play some games with my class, then went to the erm... 'Graduation Ceremony'. Which was no where near a ceremony, which wasn't even much closer to "graduation". And of course got back prelim result slips. Which i totally hate. Not that i know that my results sucks, but i just hate results. Hate the education system, simply because exams results in competition, and i hate competition (exactly like Sora from Kaleido Star). So even if i scored As for my results, i'll still hate the result slip.

oh n got a photo of the sprints team from our captain ^^. heh. njc has really changed my life. i would nv have actually though of joining the track team. i had a really bad knee injury since my sec sch years, but in the end i still joined. LOL.

speaking of which... my classmates who have given me messages. erm. i'm not really a runner, strictly speaking. n i prefer to be called a sprinter. i run slow. see my 2.4 timing? haha. i can only sprint fast. n my 400m prolly only 57s =.=" so yea, i dun run fast. HAHA...

P.S. really looking forward to after A's, going back to training, playing comp and the HK trip...

Last Day of School

2006-10-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

Last day of school already. been in 05S14 for almost 2 years already. thinking back, i feel rather guilty for missing out on many events with the class. cos i basically ponned almost every school event. oh well. what's passed is passed. no point brooding about the past which i always do. history that you've been through are memories of your existence...

after school played the "last" soccer match with my class. really enjoyed it. my dribbling skills have improved tremendously after playing with my class for over two years. way back in J1, i was always afraid to dribble etc, but now i dribble without fear. ^^ and i found my favourite position. wing back. really fun to play that position. not particularly a playmaker, but in that position, you support the strikers as much as possible, and when you see a crack in the opposition's defence, you can just slip through and try a shot. since i'm not particularly good in ball control or aerial control, i guess that's the perfect position for me. my speed also allows me to rush back to defend if possession changes. but of course, my stamina still needs working on.

haha, had some fun here and there through my 2 years in njc. good to be able to finish this two years smoothly (although not so smooth...) but still its finally coming to an end... time really flies. but if i could i'll want to turn back time and relive my life again. there are so many things i have regretted doing and not doing. its probably fate, or probably not. but i'm glad i came to njc, for if i did not, many events that happened to me, may not happen to me at all. though there are things i do not agree with. and i sure hate to be in a place where things that i cannot agree with happens. basic reason why i quit band. i would rather choose to leave quietly and in peace before my bottled feelings explodes and everything screws up. oh well...

The Silence, The SOS

2006-10-09T19:40:00.000+08:00

heh, nothing's been interesting enough to blog about, just the SOS(Same Old Shit)

sigh...

J1 promos are over, training gonna resume soon, sigh, i wish i could train too...

Stomach Malfunction

2006-10-02T19:26:00.000+08:00

heh, got a pretty bad stomach malfunction today. woke up early in the morning and i knew something was wrong. didn't wanna go school, but since it wasn't diarrhea my mum forced me go school. sigh.

felt REAL uncomfortable for the whole day and eventually missed a chem tutorial cos i couldn't take it any longer.

met zi yan and gang on my way out, thought they wanna play ball, WANTED to join. HAHA. well, i usually place sports before body, even though i jolly well know that my illness/injury could get worse. that was why:
- i trained when i didn't take lunch (n i feel hungry)
- i play bball under the hot sun during noon even though i know i would most likely get dehydrated and MAY get a mild headache due to the heat.
- i ran through swift, national schools even though i had an injured leh, and lastly
- i joined track even though i know my knees were very worn out. doc even warned me, but i didn't give shit, n i nv regretted that decision...

haha, ok, just some stupid excuse if i had played n someone saw me. but that would be a 100% ponning without valid reason. LOL. but isn't that what many people do? even during normal school days (not during the current revised timetable)?

ah, heck... tml may be playing soccer, so better bring stuff to change...

Till the end of time...

The Weekend

2006-09-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

hmm, i personally dislike blogging on weekends, if u've noticed that i seldom blog on weekends.

feels great to have a four day weekend, but i'm really catching up on my work... but i hate studying. really really hate it. sigh. can hardly sit still n study. not that i lack willpower, cos there's alot of other things that i can really concentrate n use my willpower without fail. hah. whatever...

anyway, several animes have ended recently. including "school rumble ni gakki", "utawarerumono" & "zero no tsukaima". n as usual, the endings are crappy... few endings actually satisfy me, of which even some i wouldn't consider 'good' endings. like in dramas and movies, the production team just wants to end in a way such that they have a choice of doing a sequel, well, i do love n hate such endings. loving it such that i know they may be making another season. hating it especially when the story gets too long-winded or i know that they aren't gonna be making another season, which just leaves the story partially hanging there...

sigh, but when it comes to definite endings, u know there wouldn't be another season n this sometimes just gets me disappointed.

ah well, enough crapping... haf fun with promos, for the juniors.

Craving to run n to eat stingray n lots of other stuff...

Till the end of time...

Another Day Passed...

2006-09-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

1 more prelim result out today. at least i passed it. haiz.
feeling much better already, but still not that gd...
let out some stress by playing soccer after school, then slacking at home. so little time n i'm still wasting it. sigh. what the hell am i doing?

my "Reality Marble" exam chant:
for those who knows what this parody means, LOL

"I am the bone of my pen.
Plastic is my body, and ink is my blood.
I have written over a thousand words.
Unknown to death.
Nor known to life.
Have withstood pain to attempt many questions.
Yet, those hands will never hold anything.
So as I pray, "Unlimited Fail-Lures."

ZZZZ, just feeling bored...

P.S. any juniors reading this, gd luck for ur promos ^^

Back In School? F it...

2006-09-26T19:29:00.000+08:00

1st day back in school, n its already a bad day. got back nearly all my papers. real bad. dun wanna talk abt it. tho i keep a happy face, obviously i ain't happy abt the results. i definitely studied enough to pass, obviously not to score, i nv really aimed to score, but the results are definitely not within my expectation.

bad mood, bad day, what else more? dun feel like doing anything. just wanna sleep or stone. zzzz...

Break's Over

2006-09-25T21:39:00.000+08:00

short little break's finally over, n sch is resuming tomorrow.
finally blogging again. haf been busy slacking away...

went to hardcore auntie at sunshine plaza there. bought some posters and stuff from KKnM. sigh, haven't been there in 2 years. really brings back memories.

Sunshine Plaza really becoming an anime hub, all cos of KKnM aka Anime House. There's like over 5-6 model/figurine shops there, and i went to search all of them to find my yukikaze model, but no luck. BUT LUCKILY, i bought it yst when i saw it at og immediately. tho its not original version (MAVE version), to find it anywhere in singapore is damn lucky liao.

saw a few figurines and suddenly got interested in them. saw a few that i wanted to buy, including some from ffvii: ac, gundam seed. BUT they are like hell expensive. one piece can easily cost up to 70-80 bucks. some are even 100++

until i get into ns or get a job, n get allowance or salary, AND get a glass shelf/cupboard to display those stuff, i'm probably not gonna touch figurines. well, maybe one or two. LOL

It's Over... For Now...

2006-09-20T17:11:00.000+08:00

time to say goodbye to prelims, n hello A lvls.
firstly gotta thank njc yet again for setting a paper which i was able to ~~finish~~ in 1hr 45mins. COOL. Indeed, i'm finished.

n of cos after prelims went to play bball. quit a good match, dumb tho, played full court like 8 vs 8(dun really noe, i nv did counted), so some ppl practically just stand there do nth. totally drained my stamina when i fast break like 4-5 times. GOD... I hate full court when got some many ppl, cos they just camp there. n YONGQIANG!!! Stop missing free frag, point-blank range shots!!! LOL

went to Westmall for lunch n to stock up on my comics. haven't read any comics for the past few months. N i saw a FFVII:AC photobook(i think, sry can't read jap yet...) n wanted to buy. costs 31.90. must... resist, gotta save up for my hardcore auntie visit.

n now, lagging at home, feeling so sianz. haha, nth much to play, nth much to do. haiz...

P.S. decided on my version 2.0 theme already. NOPE, not tsukihime or mai otome. IT IS:

find out for yourself when it comes out. HAHA!

Reminiscence of the Past

2006-09-19T19:46:00.000+08:00

tml's last day of prelims for me, then it'll be hols till nxt wk...
physics paper 1 & 2, n so like duh, i was studying physics (half-heartedly due to low morale) n as i read thru dynamics, i suddenly recalled the past when i was at momentum, force n impulse.

SIGH... my biggest regret that is still haunting me:

it shuld haf been:

all because stupid me went to play soccer after my last common test paper n sprained my wrist. had to skip one whole week (or was it more...) or training cos of tt.

some idiots may ask what has a sprain wrist gotta do with running?
well, i help u sprain ur wrist u go try urself... use ur brains can?
IF u haf never ever sprained any body parts in ur life, one slight little movement can cause u to hurt big time. AND for the more idiots, you walk with ur arms swinging don't u? so imagine how much ur arms are needed when u sprint.

sigh, unlike my relay phobia i had when i dropped baton in sec 4, which i had long gotten over, this is something that i can't redo... tt is unless i retain la. which is a complete waste of time... (2 years to re-study the new syllabus, no way...)

Prelims Day V

2006-09-18T12:23:00.000+08:00

maths paper 2 today. have to thank njc for making exams so fun yet again.
not that i didn't study (tho i forgot alot of stuff in the exam hall...) but still it was hell, agreed by majority of the students(f math students not included, can't be bothered about them)

well, currently, i have screwed up at least one paper for each subject. there goes my prelims. woohoo.

oh well, physics paper 1 & 2 on wed, n tt will be the last of my prelims, then its left wif a lvls.

no i dun feel like doing my best liao... haha...

P.S. y can't prelims be A lvl standard? its supposed to be A lvl standard. I'm freaking studying for A lvls, not s lvl or uni dammit...

Slacked Away

2006-09-15T21:22:00.000+08:00

heh, got lazy n didn't wanna post...
haiz, finally got a break after 4 consecutive days of papers after papers.
nth much tts interesting happening to me this few days.

paper -> home -> sleep -> study

pretty boring heh?

looking forward to nxt friday's KKnM n hardcore auntie's visit. hope she still has yukikaze model. haiz... its practically EXTINCT alrdy, so if i'm able to find it, i'll most probably be able to pay big bucks for it. Yea rite... MAYBE...

well, hope i dun screw up my prelims too much, doesn't look very well now, both paper 3s screwed alrdy. sigh...

DO YOUR BEST deshou?

Prelims Day II

2006-09-12T16:41:00.000+08:00

today's maths paper was quite alright, at least i noe i ain't gonna fail, may even get a B overall, depending on my paper 2 tho. yea!
maths supposedly runs in my blood. my dad's insanely gd in physics, my bro takes f maths and maths is damn gd. me? hah. forget it, i'm just an oddball. my physics sux, n i hate maths.

anyway, back to topic. LOL, there was this trigo question, has some weird n cheem trigo crap that you're supposed to simplify. 1st thing tt went thru my mind when i saw tt was: nandayo korewa?(wad the ~~f!@k~~ heck is this?) HAHA. lost quite a lot of marks, careless here n there, esp my maclaurin. sigh...

oh well, at least another day is gone...
Countdown to TEMPORARY freedom: 8 days

DO YOUR BEST deshou?

Prelims Day I

2006-09-11T15:22:00.000+08:00

heh... ~~1st~~ 2nd day of prelims kena pawned liao. wtf?
gp : pawned
chemistry paper 3 : pawned
wad's next?

man i wish nxt wed will come fast... just wanna get the hell out of this shit. haiz, if this goes on, i'll probably go ns in april or even june(heard there's one...), may be good, since i'll be able to take part in national juniors. LOL

if this was a lvls i would have jumped... yea rite. there's more to life than just a freaking cert.

anyways, they tested abt some god-noes-wad ethoxyethane in food chem. nv even heard of it. wth... nj is damn fun, esp when it comes to exams. wheeee... now i noe y my frens in other schs are scoring 'b's or 'c's without studying much... thnx njc for making my life sooooo fun...

hah. gd luck haf fun...

P.S. now i know y... today's sept 11.
*minute of silence*
its a conspiracy manz... LOL.

Ramblings II

2006-09-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

haiz... like on the verge of breaking down... doing something which i really really hate: studying. not tt i hate sch. really like sch, but then, if sch nv had exams etc, just projects and other types of grading, i would love sch even more.
sigh...

by request from 2 buggers, my tag board is up n running, the blog is now officially version 1.3, hurray! oh, with music too... its in wma form, the quality of a low bit rate wma can trash a low bit rate mp3 sky high, tt's y i'm using wma in case u're wondering.

went to imm to haf dinner, lol, the bagus there, f-kin ex... trying to con money sia. one roti prata w/cheese $3.00

with $3.00 i can eat 1 prata plain, 1 egg, 1 cheese in sch sia...

oh, n got this pretty gal looking at me for a while, lolz... looks like someone i noe, haha, not sure, i nv really look at her tho. maybe i too shuai le!!! lol...
j/king...

well, prelims in 2 1 more days, gd luck n haf fun guys, while u can ^^

DO YOUR BEST deshou?

Ramblings

2006-09-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

changed the stupid modem to my old one, which can't support adsl2, but at least i'm getting 8mbps instead of a stupid 512kbps. hurray.

alot of ppl have been asking me... why my blog no tagboard? hmm, mainly cos i tink msn is better? haha. no la, mainly cos i too lazy to photoshop the background to add another 'box' for the tagboard. so until i feel i haf time (lolz, so bored that i got nth to do) the tagboard will come out naturally, most probably along with version 2.0.

ya noe, there's two things bugging me now. every anime i watch, the smartest person in it has probably an iq of 50. the main character probably has an iq of 10? they always make the wrong decision, haf excessive lag time, dun haf common sense, totally do things that a normal human wouldn't. that's y sometimes i stop watching an anime/drama/show halfway. just can't take it. haha...

2ndly, its about mai otome. as explained in the anime, to use the powers of an otome, you haf to inject nanomachines into ur body. n the nanomachines become useless when some substaces from a guy *ahem* reacts with the nanomachines. so u can't have XXX, or else you can't become an otome. so... they have technology to make nanomachines, but they can't make condoms? lol... wtf?

Mai Otome

2006-09-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

haiz... my internet went down for 1 whole day, so called the technician. he came over and solved the problem of connectivity, but my whole connection slowed down by more than 1/10.

so currently i'm having 512kpbs connection while paying for a 10mpbs connection. wtf?
well, not like i didn't point tt out to the technician. so he kindly tested the line for me, no problem! wtf "no.2"? not only did he not solve my problem, he didn't even tell me wad was wrong... oii singnet/singtel, go find better technicians la. lol just kidding. well, credit has to be given since he did helped me get back my connection.

n they day my connection was down, cannot surf net, so went to watch mai otome. took me 2 days to finish. haha, if i didn't need to study i would have finished it in a day.

Taken from the OST I booklet scan

well, basically its a spin-off of mai-hime. with some slight relations here n there, but nothing major. characters re-used. the main character is yumemiya arika, tt little girl u see in the last episode of mai-hime. (the middle girl in the above pic) cute rite? dunno why some ppl dun find her cute leh n her seiyuu is supossedly quite cute oso. haha...

haha, generally the story is quite dumb la, still ok tho. got some humour here n there, with ~~some~~ quite a bit of stuff copied from gundam seed destiny. lol. watch n u'll noe. DO YOUR BEST deshou?

P.S. haha, maybe ver 2.0 will feature Mai-Otome instead. haha...

rEvolution

2006-09-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

haiz... just cause i can't play games during my rest time, i starting to watch anime, n slowly getting hooked. bringing me back to who i used to be in sec 3/4. after one year of small intake of anime in j1, seems like i'm back to my old self.

but then, after watching tsukihime, my grading standards of animes have really changed. tsukihime had such a great storyline tt i now dun wanna watch animes with crappy storylines, those kind of lame, super-duper cliched storyline. although some lame animes still pass my qualifying mark due to humour, such as fmp fumoffu n school rumble.

but it seems tt animes made from games do haf a richer storylines. many animes tt i've watched seldom leave me an unforgettable impact like those of tsuikihime, gunparade march, vandread. n many of those really do come from games.

animes with such storylines are really rare, hard to comeby. once in a few years probably, thus i'm eagerly waiting for type-moon's next release. haha.

ps, i've noticed that half of the animes (3 of 5) in my fav anime list are produced by geneon. guess my fav anime production company is no longer gonzo, but geneon. lolz.

P.S. i've decided tt vers 2.0 of my blog will probably feature tsukihime. IF i can find a few gd pics. most probably arcuied or ciel-senpai or even characters from melty blood like sion(most pics i have now are either ciel or sion). haha.

oh n jiahui suggested to me to put a corpse with vampire bite marks. haha. great idea. if i can't get pics of arcueid maybe i'll do it. lolz.

Lunar Legends - Moon Princess

2006-09-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

when u r sian from studying, and u can't play games, you watch anime. n i just finished watching shigentsutan tsukihime, tho it aired like ages ago...

like fate/stay night, tsukihime is another type-moon game made into anime. type-moon totally rox... i just became their fan. sigh. after watching the 2 animes, i realised how much stuff i've been missing. haiz... so now i'm piaing jap(have been wanting to do so since ages ago, but nv did really went to learn it). anyway i've already decided long ago i want to work and live in jap, but its kinda like a dream la, so may not happen anyways...

n melty blood, another game by type-moon is a sequel to tsukhime. really wanna know the continuation of this great story...

when i haf the time i'll be sure to re-watch this 2 great animes... u can nv get bored of watching them... the story is just too nice...

if there's magic in this world, i'ld say its music. how music can bring you to a climax and make your heart break. the music in tsukihime is great as well, kudos to the composer. sigh... but faster finish my prelims, my a's, then learn jap, n play the two games. n probably await the next type-moon game n hopefully anime. by then hopefully i can watch raws instead of subbed animes. haha... checkout my fav. anime listings. haha. sore ja...

Fate/Stay Night

2006-09-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

finished watching shuffle! and fate/stay night... damn, how i wished i can read jap so i can play the game. tho its a h-game -_-"

shuffle!, hmm not very exciting, but fate/stay night really gave me n impact. great story, and great music too. how i wish i was a composer, able to create such music into that really brings you the mood when you watch a show. sigh...

warning, spoiler ahead. (though no general storyline spoiler)

but still, even though fate/stay night had a great story, the characters in it are still rather stupid, as always. when they can get a happy n great solution, they would rather choose the political correct yet sad choice. hah! but tt's probably how you capture audiences i bet. so ppl who wanna watch, prepare for a tearjerker last episode. and poor little emiya shirou still doesn't know his fate. sadz...

Prelims - GP

2006-08-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

today's gp prelim was crap. totally cmi...
thanks gp teachers for giving use such a ~~easy~~ hard prelims. was a great moral booster sia...

after the paper went to play bball with yq, jing tat, ziyan n some other peeps.
wah, really missed playing bball. haven't realy played for so long alrdy (although i played abit abt 2 weeks ago)

was damn fun, but still my skills really drop like hell, only dribbling skills still not rusty. shooting, totally cmi. had a few on target but rebounded off the back rim. always had this bad habit of shooting too low. even my normal choppers will have the *clang* sound cos i will hit the back rim slightly. sigh...
as for lay-ups, haha screwed la, missed so many today, from my 70-80% lay-up accuracy, today like only 30-40% nia. rusty leh... oh n my crazy jump height n air time still there, heehee ^^

den went to coro for lunch, wah so long nv been there, really brings back memories...
time really passes fast sia. haha...

"Last Day" of Term 3

2006-08-28T19:49:00.000+08:00

played my last soccer game of the term today... was a great game overall.

as usual, i played my most skilled position... the goalkeeper. tho i played outfield for a while.
i only conceded one goal at the very start of the game which was a shot from point-blank range, then saved every shot for the rest of the game. yea!!!

and i actually enjoyed the game cos i actually got to save shots... lol...
it'll be a real boring game if the keeper doesn't touch the ball n when the ball comes, its a shot from right in front of the goal.

have been playing keeper since i started playing soccer for the 1st time... maybe cos my soccer idol is the great dane. tho my favourite position has always been striker, but seldom play tt cos my outfield skills ain't tt good, but has been improving recently... yea!!!

Akatsuki

2006-08-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

~~mugged like crazy~~ slacked off as usual...
today i had super low productivity... finished assembling my oowashi akatsuki gundam... DAMN swee!!! but was the hardest gundam i have ever assembled. somehow feels like it has more parts than a normal 1/144 HG model. took me damn long to fix it oso...

took a picture with my hp, then realised i reformatted my comp last time, den i havent installed the driver for my hp usb cable and i was just too lazy to go find the cd... lalala~~~ so sry folks, no pic...

wah... but really man... akatsuki looks damn damn damn swee!!! its now my favourite gundam... sry freedom >.<

anyways... i've been listening to hoshi no tobira for like the 100th time liao... the opening is very catchy. great piano opening with strings counter-melody... sad theme too, i just love sad, slow-paced music... thumbs up for the composer of the song!

Spirited Away... In Town

2006-08-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

today... well was good and bad.
rather un-happening day.
no training today, cos of colours award, so didn't want to stay back in school...
man... wished i had crashed colours, recalling the good food i had last year
but then... if ppl ask me, can't possibly say i from track... lolz... none of the guys managed to get colours award sia... haiz... *sobs*
anyways for those who went, have fun and enjoy ^^

well, today was so sian so i ~~did not~~ pon double gp and physics remedial...
went to find my band teacher-in-charge and got rejected for my syf gold with honours *sigh* just threw away my gold with honours...
she said it was fair for the other members. my band frens all tell me to go get it lor wtf... -_-"
but anyway managed to get cip from my band days...

then went to toa payoh to eat bar chor mee with daryl. yes, with tur kwa. the shop really got cctv leh... power...

then my hp went out of bat... for the rest of the day...

then got dragged to town by daryl cos he wanted to buy b'day present for his classmate... dragged throughout town until 7pm still cannot find, even went to marina square n then back to town...
thnx ar daryl...

but then i got my reward!!! yea!!! saw the oowashi akatsuki gundam at metro for 51.95 and at comics connection for 49.95... too lazy walk to far east when we came back from marina square, so went to metro to buy... 2 bucks sia... but, hey!! they were having 20% sale, so i got it for only 41.55
yea!!! banzai!!!

anyway may post a pic of my completed oowashi akatsuki gundam when i finish assembling it... wah... gold colour... DAMN CHIO...

First |3log Post

2006-08-24T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hmm... official 1st post of the blog.
dun really noe wad to write. i'm a total noob at blogging. sigh...
anyways, i haven't touched photoshop for ages. wow, took me only ~~1 hour~~ 10 mins to finish it...

well, today was totally boring. nothing exciting happened today... yea... as usual, went home straight after school to ~~sleep~~ mug until 7pm.

haha... sry noob here, dun really noe wad to write for the first post, but anyway the theme of this blog is hoshi no tobira... inspired by the Gundam SEED C.E. 73 Stargazer ONA ending theme, Stargazer ~ Hoshi no Tobira.

for those who wanna listen to it: click here
lyrics available in romanji and kanji
note: the mp3 file has been noted to be of a weird mp3 format which is unplayable by wmp...