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~ Weird dream... ~
Saturday, December 22, 2007

Last night... or would I say this morning? Yea I slept around 2-3am. Was playing Perfect World with Ronald. Had some funny dream.

I was some 15-17 year old girl, running away from something... Don't know what... But cool thing is, it was some kinda futuristic world. Had MRTs kinda thingy, but were MAGLEVs or some kind. But I couldn't really 'control' myself. Seems I was watching some kind of movie in someone's eyes. Like you know in some movies, where the story is sometimes narrated in a character's eyes.

Thought dreams were suppose to be something that has happened to us in life.
The world is totally foreign to me. Never seen in my life. And what the hell was I doing in a girl's body?

WEIRD...

My first time dreaming of myself in a girl's body. LOL. Damn... Why didn't I do something "funny"... (^.^)

(<.<)

(>.>)

(v.v)...

To gay-wannabes, no, I'm not turning gay. (Yes, I get *ahem* turned on *ahem* looking at a naked girl, not a naked guy)

AND... suddenly feel like learning the guitar...

song of tears: the haunting melody
+he |)vine \V/ind | 10:12 PM


~ Holidays!!! Haiz... ~
Thursday, December 20, 2007

My holidays finally here. Clearing leave like mad. Only returning back to camp in Jan.

Haiz. Never felt so miserable in my life before. Getting damn desperate. Lol. Looking for some games to play. English MMORPGS just cannot make it. Forgive me but alot of english companies try to mimic Korean mmorpgs, thats why I don't even give many of them a shit. Eg. WoW. Copied so much stuff from Kor mmorpgs, but so many people love it. Why? Cause its related to Warcraft. LOLz. So basically I do not know why people go crazy over WoW when there are mmorpgs out there with:

1) Better graphics. (Yes I mean it. Lineage 2 was developed before WoW and I dare say graphics-wise Lineage 2 pawn wow)
2) Better gameplay. (Again Lineage 2 pawns.)
3) Screw WSAD control. (God knows why People like pressing W just to move forward for 30 mins when i can simply click a my mouse a few times. Maybe they wanna train finger muscle huh? Its good to have both, I'll admit, but I don't know why people would whine not having WSAD controls.)
4) Better weapon and armour designs. WAY better (I dunno. I'm a fan of cool-looking weapons and armours. Korean mmorpgs especially take pride in their armours and weapons. Totally cool. I wouldn't even consider a single player game like Oblivion armours cool, so don't even speak of mmorpgs.)

Disclaimer: the above are not aimed at WoW alone, but other english mmorpgs.

Haiz. If people actually take a look at korean/japanese mmorpgs, they will notice they actually pawn english ones ten fold.

Its quite sad that korean mmorpgs that so long to be translated to english. Good ones that is. And many of them actually become p2p. Eg. Rohan, Mabinogi, Ragarok Online 2, Florensia and many more not even being announced that they are being translated. And some of them already made their way to Taiwan.

Sigh. Solution: Probably a girlfriend? LOLz. MAYBE... Playing too much games ain't healthy too.

BTW, for strangers who read this and wanna flame me for this post, think before you do it. Just don't make yourself a joke, there are many gamers out there who don't give no shit about your WoW or what. And they know the right reasons not to. Because simply they have played alot more mmorpgs than just a few, and ending with WoW. LOL. I really don't mind flaming anyway. I'll probably just laugh at it. (This is just in case some WoW fanatic comes and flame me. Haha. For the others: Don't mind, don't mind.)

PS. In quite a bad mood actually. Tired, Bored. REAL TIRED AND BORED...

song of tears: the haunting melody
+he |)vine \V/ind | 11:40 PM


~ Darkness ~
Sunday, December 02, 2007

Recently, I've found a weird contradiction in my character. I hate darkness, well for obvious reasons, many people do...
But I love evening/night scenery, when there isn't as much light. Between 7pm-7am is my favourite time. Heck, maybe I should find a job in the time range, haha. But that would be troublesome. And perhaps that's why I fell in love with space, especially games that are in space. (Homeworld, Freelancer etc.) Having darkness with light coming from stars or nebulas. Cool man... Totally.

song of tears: the haunting melody
+he |)vine \V/ind | 9:12 PM